The new year is on the way

Well, its coming, with bells and whistles, even if we don't want it too.. The year 2012. There are so many things that I would love to be different for myself.. although I'm not one to make resolutions for the following years.. I never follow through.. always failing in more ways that one.. Personal
failure hurts the heart and the soul and can crush one's desire to succeed in the everyday so I sit here and think to myself.. what will I try to change about myself, what will be different for me? How will I make sure I succeed nough to satisfy myself??